So, I had my appeal hearing on the 15th. The Judge told me he would send my notification letter out to me as soon as possible. I was so happy I had won, it never occurred to me that I may have to wait an undetermined amount of time for proof. I can’t apply for Medicaid without it. My bills are still rolling in. My service cat needs a vet visit. I have a tooth that needs a crown. I have two payments left on the root canal therapy I had done due to extreme pain and infection. My medical insurance went up to over $500.00/month. I have monthly payments due to allergist, pain management, psychologist, past due medical bills, prescriptions, etc. The money is gone. I have no options for income of any type. I have no one to borrow from or get a loan. I don’t know why I thought my troubles would be over the second that I won my appeal. I’m in limbo. Not a good place for me with my depression and anxiety issues. I am already too into my own head. Too much time to think and worry and stress about anything and everything. I need an end date. I need to be able to plan. I need peace of mind. In the meantime, my medical issues are not under control. I have treatment options that I cant afford. I can’t help but think that I would feel better emotionally if I felt better physically. Oh well. I guess it’ll be awhile until it’s all lollipops and candycanes.